Success

and here i was...sitting in Mastek..waiting for my turn..Before Mastek it was NSEIT..small success gives a lot of publicity.They are the stepping stones for the big ones.This Planning syndrome is a bloody fucking desease.the joker is crying ha..
Yes one thing is sure Money doesnt moves me like the way it moves others...thank god...ha..
Still there is a frustation inside me...that lack of confidence,when alone, lingers...it perpetuates inspite of the changes..Small changes are taking precedence now...Good ...

Another Joker

Good Movies are one of the biggest source of inspiration for me.Dark Knight personified a joker in my life.It was simply fantastic,how with time i could associate a joker with my persona.He is so dangerous,intelligent,intellectual..everything I wish to be...Brevity is the soul for anything he utters.The chemistry that he creates with the Batman is stupendous.And this 'now dead guy' Heath Ledger is simply awesome in the movie.

So Lets move to my Life...

He is sitting there.His expression changes every now and then.He demands explanation for my thoughts,my actions,my fucking past life.He laughs at my jokes,is happy with my success..but....

Yes.. there is a problem..sometimes he cries..When he cries he utters some words .. words of wisdom...then I can not stop myself from listening to him.One day he was crying,I listened to him like a baby and then he whispered.."don't plan too much..just let things go away.. enjoy the chaos..and always remember..

"Whatever doesn't Thrills u.. makes u feel... Stranger"............................................

Few days later I resigned from my job...

Just Like That...